I don’t know how to feel
But I want to try.
I’m just a pile of embers
Glowing.
But not a fire.
I don’t know how to feel.
But I want to try.
Hello everyone. I’m back to give you another update. I mean, I’ve been so stressed lately. I’m still recovering from jaw surgery, I’m having nerve pain, I have a rash that wont go away, I’m having problems with my scholarships and I’m trying not to lose my funding, I’m tired, I’m mentally tired, I feel mentally sick. I’m just not sure how to feel…. how to be… happy. I haven’t been sleeping, I’m behind in my classes, and I just feel empty.
Like a shell.
But.
I just need to be patient enough. I wasn’t born to just die, I’m meant to be something, someone, somewhere. There’s a reason I’m still here, and I need to be patient enough to see it. To prove why I’m still here. I want to try.
To whoever is reading this…
I hope you’re not in a situation like this.
I hope you find your reason.
I hope you keep going just as much as I do.
I love you whoever you are.
You matter to me.
I’ll keep going for you.
I don’t care who you are.
You matter to me.
-A Worn Out Person
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